THE Clique 2.0

I am having optimal Feelings right now

Okay now they are gone

Uh kind of I still have those weird residual effects that always come after them
But seeing as lately I am in a constant state of Feeling I will gladly take this minor effects than the whole shebang

Why am I so bizarre

GODDAMN BFSEUDBFJDBJGTSEGT

What even happened yesterday

Sooo I'm kind of interning with a law firm and today I went to a deposition and it was awesome lol
The downside is that I was with my mom lmao

BUT oh man there was an outlet mall that we stopped at on the way home
I got so much shit lol

From gap outlet: four v-necks that are perfect and cute and simple and faded and adorable essentials ugh
And a black jumper too

From pac sun: a striped blue and white but super faded and scratchy kind of looking tank top that is beachy
And then a cream cardigan

From Ann Taylor: two black slacks I needed for a college thing im Doug in a few weeks
And a black fancy kind of cardigan coverup thing
And a royal blue one too

And i almost bought black sandals from Aldo but they didn't have my size waaaahh

I feel like there's more
Anyway it was awesome lol

Lol oh I hung out with Miami last night
Not kidding, her mom thinks we're lesbian lovers
Not
Even
Kidding

Lol Miami

Goddamn I want to buy clothes

I watched Distant but it wasn't a very good film so then I just wanted to go to sleep but then I realised that Plan B was still in my queue so I put that on but I couldn't stand to watch it because of Lucas Ferraro's lovely face
That and the fact that there was an electrical fire in my house

Also I am now invited to Zena's graduation
I have a life

Fuck all I'll just continue watching Plan B
Warms my heart man

It sucks butt when your favourite film is some independent foreign film that no one knows about

No nope nevermind the state senate is going and I am watching that instead

Except they are talking about things that I do not care about so nevermind my neverminding

I had the most bizarre dream that I have ever had
Oh my god

Holy fucking shit it was weird

Anyway I forget what happened but I still remember parts
So for some reason unbeknownst to me I was "in" "a" """""relationship""""" with Darren Criss or something and we were walking down a road but then we were like climbing a mountain and we found this bizarre temple at the top
And inside there was like a spa with little Buddah statues everywhere and they were cute
Holy shit it was weird
I don't even like Darren Criss all that much

But then I had another which was more bizarre
Alessa was there
I was there
But then I turned into someone else
Or something
And it was like a horror film
But then Alessa turned into someone else
Kind of
And then everyone died

I love my dreams for everything that they are

The second one was in Spanish by the way and um I don't speak Spanish
Um
Uh
Hm

All the cool people always die in the end

Can I just dream all the time
I like dreaming
I JUST WANT TO HOLD SOMEONE'S HAND SOMETIMES OKAY EVEN IF IT HAS TO BE DARREN CRISS' HAND