THE Clique 2.0

Barricades Day is tomorrow but what will I do
I inappropriately celebrate Barricades Day every single day
Ugh my wretched personality

Shall I go all out
Find the effort to get dressed

so last night miami texted me about the marlins game
and we realized we havent talked to each other in forever
and were going to hang out together this summer
im gonna help her paint. lol

we're cute

in other news i was supposed to be with daniela yesterday but she couldn't do it and i didn't really know and it was a terrible miscommunication
and i ended up having to sit in a parking lot for an hour because my mother kicked me out my house and i couldnt be there and i had nowhere to go while i was waiting for her to reply
#life

in other news i have like 700 dollars

I stopped talking to Miami entirely when she became an intolerable Japanophile

shes still the same, sweet person

i have no idea what to do with myself right now
i feel like im on the brink of having an internal breakdown
but i dont know why for sure

i feel like i need to do something with somebody but i dont want to do anything with anybody

Not really

alright well whatever i still enjoy her existence lol

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THE PAINFUL INDECISION

Of what

Alessa is so much fun because I get to complain about E/R with her

of the situation i am in

nicole is with her friends lexie and kristof and yoel and they are ice skating and i kind of feel left out and shitty like i always do whenever she does something with them although it is much much much a million times better and its very manageable lol
but yesterday was such shit and my mom not letting me stay at home and my grandma being foreclosed on and not knowing where to live and literally just sitting in a parking lot alone crying and trying to know where to go, i am emotionally shaken

and then nicole says that shes busy tonight with her friends
and i have decided
to entirely give up on having a good night
and be miserable
and sad
and dejected
and yeah

its easier that way

lol curling up in a ball on my bed and crying forever

Okay have fun with that

Okay well I guess I can do to sleep or kill myself now

I just took three different pills that all produce drowsiness so hopefully they will put my to sleep or kill me

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oh jared, such a girl

Yep bye I have no purpose here

aaah that reminds me, i have to take my medication

but isn't it like eight on the east coast right now?

well 16 minutes to eight

seeing as it's 16 to two here

aw jared got a twitter