THE Clique 2.0

Um am I on crack

I am going to have to stay up until like midnight oh my god I am going to be a wreck tomorrow
But I don't care this is payment enough!!!!!!!

Now I am not watching it and I am making a chart of who is who for her because I am dumbo

Whoever first said good things come to those who wait can shove a fucking log up their bum

Ugh but I'm TIRED

Unaccepted Pylades is going to go do what Unaccepted Pylades do best

Well I don't think that thing is reading E/R and I think instead it's moping and moaning and groaning about why why why but whatever I don't care

Want to kill myself blog

Don't I wish I could just go out with my friends

I don't have any of those but I like to pretend

I read my favourite E/R again today
On fucking paper I am old fashioned god

IT MAKES ME WEEP

Like at one part Grantaire gives Enjolras The Vest
And Enjolras is this um this is tacky as hell man
And every time I read it I am just like holla
But then Grantaire is like wear it for me!!!!! or something like that so he does and I am just like

Even though that makes No Fucking Sense At All

IT'S MY FAVOURITE OKAY MY JFAVOURITE OF ALL T EIM IETIME IT IS JUST RELAKY GREAT

What is life if one cannot indulge in silly nonsensical pleasures from time to time

I could go on and on about how I think it is a masterpiece but I think you get my point

This is coming out of nowhere but
I really love Courfeyrac
And Feuilly
And Joly
And oh my god I love each and every single one of them

I have been sitting here for two hours
Just waiting and accomplishing nothing because I don't want to start anything in case she comes back because then I would face the moral crisis of having to finish what I am doing under any circumstances and paying attention properly
TWO HOURS

I was like
Welp if I'm still just sitting here by ten I am giving up
But then I was like
BUT I WANT TO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME HELL OR HIGH WATER!!!!!!!
So
what
do
I
do

Maybe I can just stay home tomorrow or go in late or something
I don't KNOW
If I miss this opportunity to enjoy myself thoroughly I will kick myself in the ass forever

Do you know when the last time was that I watched something with someone else
Not including films that I watched together in class
Hold on I have to think about this one

Well I did watch some of Latter Days with Josh last Septemberish but that doesn't really count because we weren't really paying attention
Hm

I don't think that I have ever
And the cinemas don't count because I sit by myself there and talking during a film is rude
Holy fucking shit never

I am just infinitely bored with having no friends
Why dusgbhbsjgsdghsfseg